Survivors' stories
For many additional biographies and personal narratives, try call number section DS 554.83. Most are on on level 1B of the Kroch Asia book stacks; some on level 1, oversize books ("+" in the call number).
- Digital Archive of Cambodian Holocaust Stories (DACHS)Personal stories of some of the survivors. The Home page contains information about the Killing Fields with additional links to Tuol Sleng, Pol Pot and the Khmer Rouge. The Archive welcomes stories from people who suffered under the Khmer Rouge.
- Visual History Archive (USC Shoah Foundation)(Cornell has access but individual users must register an account.) Video testimonies from survivors of genocides from the WWII Holocaust to the 2017 Anti-Rohingya Mass Violence. Includes seven Cambodian Genocide survivors. Scroll down on home page to Cambodian Genocide.
- Living Memory of the Khmer(from Southeast Asia Digital Library). 12 interviews with survivors, including artist Vann Nath; farmer & village chief Yen Pech; Keo Tat, elderly widow, life-long village inhabitant whose children and husband died during K.R. years.
- Cambodia Oral History Project (Note: may take time to load, and not load completely. requires large data memory) Brigham Young University project to create audio and video interviews by younger family members of their parents, grandparents and older relatives in order to preserve family histories and experiences, The Khmer Rouge destroyed many records and 1/3 of the population was killed.
- The Khmer Rouge Rice Fields: The Story of Rape Survivor Tang Kim byPublication Date: 2004(30 min.) "This documentary relates the story of Tang Kim (who is a Buddhist nun today) and her constant struggles to come to terms with what happened to her during the Khmer Rouge regime. One night, newly married Tang Kim was told by the Khmer Rouge that she was being taken to live with her soldier husband. But instead, she and eight other women were sent to a rice field near her village for execution. Tang Kim heard the screams of the other women being raped. Knowing she would be next, Tang Kim begged her guard for protection. But the other soldiers returned and raped her as well."
- The Killing Fields byCall Number: Oversize DS554.8 .K475 1996 ++ Kroch Asia LibraryPublication Date: 1996 (Santa Fe, N.M. : Twin Palms Publishers)[pp. 94-102] Survivor Vann Nath, a painter arrested and sent to S-21 in 1977, tells the harrowing story of his arrest, transport to S-21, torture and near-starvation until his escape in 1979. Included are photographs of one hundred people about to be executed, described by Vann Nath as just having arrived at S-21.
- When the Clouds Fell from the Sky: a Daughter's Search for Her Father, Lost in the Killing Fields of Cambodia byCall Number: DS554.83.K48 C37 2019Publication Date: 2019 (London : Robinson)Carmichael, journalist and foreign correspondent, has woven together the stories of five people whose lives intersected to traumatic effect: Comrade Duch, head of S-21 prison; Ouk Ket, a diplomat recalled from Paris to Cambodia: Ouk Ket's daughter, Neary, who was just two when her father disappeared ; Ket's French wife, Martine; and Ket's cousin Sady, who never left Cambodia and still lives there today. Through these personal stories, the author's own research, numerous interviews and months spent following Duch's trial, Carmichael extrapolates from the experience of one man to tell the story of a nation. In doing so, he reaffirms the value of the individual, countering the Khmer Rouge's nihilistic maxim that: 'To keep you is no benefit, to destroy you is no loss.'
- Survival in the Killing Fields byCall Number: DS554.83.N46 A3 2010 (Kroch Asia Library)Publication Date: 2010, c. 1987 (New York : Basic Books)[Previously published as A Cambodian Odyssey] Haing Ngor won an Academy Award playing translator Dith Pran in the film The Killing Fields. In this book he tells of escaping Phnom Penh and hiding his identity (he was a doctor practicing Western-based medicine, which was forbidden). He describes imprisonments, interactions with Khmer Rouge soldiers, hunger & deprivation working in the countryside pretending to be an uneducated peasant; brutalities he witnessed, and risks he took helping the injured .
- To Destroy You Is No Loss: The Odyssey of a Cambodian Family byCall Number: DS554.83.M36 C75x 1996Publication Date: 1998 (Dixon, Calif. : East/West Bridge)"Often called the Cambodian Diary of Anne Frank, this prize-winning biography of Teeda Butt Mam chronicles four years of hell in the Cambodian Holocaust and its effects on one family and the millions like them who were enslaved by the Khmer Rouge. Set against a nightmarish background of degradation and terror, it is about the ability of individuals to rise above even these conditions...."
- First They Killed My Father: a Daughter of Cambodia Remembers byCall Number: DS554.8 .U54x 2000 (also at DS554.8 .U54 2017)Publication Date: 2000 (New York, NY : HarperCollins Publishers)One of seven children of a high-ranking government official, Loung Ung lived a privileged life in the Cambodian capital of Phnom Penh until the age of five. Then, in April 1975, Pol Pot's Khmer Rouge army stormed into the city, forcing Ung's family to flee and, eventually, to disperse. Loung was trained as a child soldier in a work camp for orphans, her siblings were sent to labor camps, and those who survived the horrors would not be reunited until the Khmer Rouge was defeated.
- Humanity Restored: As I Am, So is My Nation byCall Number: DS554.83.P44 A3 2017Publication Date: 2017 [CreateSpace Independent Publishing Platform]Writing from prison, Sarith Peau describes how, as a young teen when the Khmer Rouge came to power, he was beaten and tortured, hung by his wrists behind him, and forced to bury mutilated bodies. After the fall of the Khmer Rouge he was made part of a crew to walk on acres of human bones in order to sort them into piles, even- he believed - finding the skull of his grandmother with a ragged blindfold still on. In America, suffering from severe undiagnosed PTSD and nightmares, he was at age 33 imprisoned for life for killing two other Khmer survivors.
- L'Année du Lièvre byCall Number: PN6790.C36 T53 2011Publication Date: 2011 ([Paris] : Gallimard)Color 3-volume graphic novel in French, by "Tian," who experienced the forced evacuation from Phnom Penh in April 1975, hardships and suffering in the countryside under the Khmer Rouge, the chaos during the Vietnamese invasion, and escape to a minimally better Thai camp. v.1, Au revoir Phnom Penh. v.2, Ne vous inquietez pas. v.3, Un nouveau depart.
- Beyond the Horizon: Five Years with the Khmer Rouge byCall Number: DS554.382 .P61 1989Publication Date: 1989 (New York : St. Martin's Press)French-born Picq was married to a Cambodian resistance fighter who became a middle-rank Khmer Rouge cadre. At first sympathetic with the aims for a renewed Cambodia, she did a variety of work including as a translator in Ieng Sary's foreign ministry. Picq's fear grew however as she saw people being purged by the K.R. Her husband remained loyal to Ieng Sary, but she was horrified and wrote in protest when Sary was pardoned by Sihanouk in 1996.